I have been on this journey since childhood, recalling my attempts to engage in deep conversations starting at just five years old. Throughout my life, I have consciously let go of beliefs and things that weren’t truly mine. Many aspects of this world have often seemed confusing to me. It took courage to confront the feeling of falling into a dark, empty abyss to realize that it isn’t as dark as it appears. After experiencing that darkness, I discovered an abundance of light—an incredible, uplifting light! However, this profound joy only emerged after I confronted the depths of panic, sadness, and other emotions that left me feeling ungrounded. I had to release the things I once cherished! This doesn’t mean I abandoned my achievements or the activities I love; rather, they no longer define who I am. I learned to appreciate them while understanding that I would be fine without them. I am fine without them. I don’t require a master’s degree to validate my worth, nor do I need to excel at tennis to know myself. These pursuits have never defined me, though I find joy in them. In my earlier, more insecure years, these matters felt crucial, but I now understand that it’s the journey that truly brings me fulfillment. I often questioned whether I had ever experienced genuine happiness, as each new accomplishment or material possession, like that shiny new car, left me feeling empty again and craving more. I began to wonder if anything would ever be enough. This curiosity launched me into years of self-discovery. I continue to learn and grow, and I wish to share my journey and insights with those who are curious or already on this path, perhaps seeking a fresh perspective. I don’t feel the need to defend my viewpoint, nor do I judge others for theirs. I am simply attracting what resonates with me, encompassing everything and everyone in my life.
Let’s chat! What are your thoughts on this? Have you experienced anything similar on your journey?
Be You
Be Kind
Be Bold
Be Unapologetically Authentic
With Love,
Sawsin